Today, I need some help some prayer and some answers. I feel like my world is caving in and I am not prepared to deal with this. I feel like I'm just fighting off the inevitable. I feel selfish for doing that. But, I feel like I don't have a choice. I want to cry and scream and beg to not be put through this choice. But I am faced with it every day. I want to go home and crawl in bed and pretend it doesn't really exist for a while. And yes, I took my medicine today!
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